(this is a late entry but it was meant to be for 10/16/2015 I forgot to send it)

I actually managed to work out today, that was good. I missed two days. It sucks because sometimes you're achy and don't feel like working out but you know you HAVE to or else you'll never do it again. I'm determined to lose this weight before January. I really hope I do.

I found myself in a long Skype call today. I spent like 3 hours talking to the gang. Linus came by at the end and he was definitely trying to get my attention. I ignored him for the most part because I knew exactly what he was doing. He does something to upset me or whatever and then tries to ignore it and act like it didn't happen. Wrong, bitch, not going to happen. My one friend David was nice enough to order me pizza for dinner so that was a nice surprise.

Unfortunately, Anthony has to go on a weekend trip for work so I'm going to be alone ;_; I know it doesn't seem like that big of a deal but I could seriously count the amount of days we've been apart since we first met like on two hands. We've just almost always been together. It's weird not sleeping next to him or waking up to him.

He came home after work and we chilled for a bit and then he left. I spent the rest of my night playing WoW, watching Once/the next Twilight movie, and reading. I miss him.