im really proud of my journal i think it looks really good. So i talked to matt today....it wasn't as weird as i thought it was going to be. im kindof scared....i was all about the fling thing, and i knew i was just having fun, nothing serious. But now that i think about it, i actually have some feelings for him...maybe, and i know if i act like i do, i will just screw things up because ill just scare him, and i will seem like a clingy person. Maybe im overthinking.....it the withdrawl....there are just no cute guys in calgary so im freaking out....i think thats it!....i will wait till i see him again maybe it will take time to find out how i feel. god i hope he dosent read this.