You know those days when every thing is fine, no flaws, nothing, but you just feel bored and rejected, even though nobody is rejecting you and things arn't so boring. today was one of those days. I'm quite upset about not seeing jodi at lunch all the time lately, it breaks my heart. Jodi helps me put myself together she is like the glue and i am like the broken pieces of pottery all over the floor, when i feel broken and lonely she puts me back together, and i do the same for her.....i think. hahaha i guess i'm more like the glue that people sniff to get high though. Today i went to battle of the bands alone, but it wasnt like i couldnt find anyone to go with, i just felt like being alone. I sat beside zeke, i decided that being nice to eke was better then being sour with him, even if he is a huge asshole...i don't mind, i just don't want him to think i'm a friend ever again, i dont want to give him that much satisfaction. battle of the band was good though, and ben's voice made me laugh, i never thought he would be able to sing so well. it was exciting. my nose keeps on bugging me, i have such a stuffed up nose from the flu that i had. ikk it makes me confused, i just keep on getting these wierd little tickles up inside my nose they make me feel like i just sniffed coke or something. uhhh! i know it's like forbidden to talk about people online so i'm just going to use the first letter of their names. this is a rant uhhh okay so im just so upset because this boy T, likes to talk about people that he hardly knows and say really rude things about them behind their backs and is just a total asshole, to people who have only said nice things to him. He trots down the halls fumbling with his lip ring like a little fairy with his nose way up in the air and he is much to stuck up to smile or say hi to anyone. uhhhh! hate! anyways im going to buy christmas stuff kiss kiss