i feel nice today. it felt nice to spend some money i earned myself. my first paycheck came in on friday and yesturday i spent some of it on a $ sign bcbg necklace and some highheel wedge beach shoes. life is good. i feel secure and grounded for the first time in a few months. i think this term is going to be good, and i am almost ungrounded. the cruise is so soon and i cant seem to stop thinking about it. last night i went to earls with misshi and jobi. it was nice. then i went and saw tristian and isolde it was so good. he was beautiful. it made my heart flutter. im going to go enjoy the day.