CHRISTMAS BREAK IS FINALLY HERE! im so relieved! im finding it hard to let the stress go though....i really needed this break. my grandma passed away this week so now after boxing day my family and i are going to bc to go see all my aunties and uncles and cousins, i think it will be fun. except for the grandma dying part. i cant think about that seriously or else i just get sad. so i'm just trying not to think of it that much. i get confused with death, i dont really know how to feel and im sure i will when her funeral come (thats when it's going to click in)but till then i just feel confused and dont like to think about it that much....it was so sudden. but anyways. when we go to bc we are all going to go on a big skiing trip and it will be so fun snowboarding with my cousins. and i miss matty i havent seen him for ever. today is christmas eve! yayyyy! but i dont want christmas to end.:( i loooorve christmas!!!!!