Last day, and steph has gone. No more...she will write which is good. Btw anyone wondering, steph is a friend of mine a few years below, i help 'em w/ home work or problems ect. she (and katie) are the coolest out of the group. Had to say g'bye 2day. Did with head held high, but when alone tears rolled down cheek. Lame i know, but i will miss her. I know a lot of my entries are bitching or "sad" so this is last one where i bitch Ciao babes ******************************************** March 25, 2005 Ok freaky feeling last night. Wasnt sleeping well, awake every couple of hours. One of the times, my left arm was compleatly numb, and on my head. With the cat and all thought it was a rat he had put down as a "present" So fraked, jerked foward and my arm fell on my lap. Totally dark also. So thought the "rat" was on my chest so started hitting it. Picked it up and while holding it, trying to find my other arm. Dropped it, looking around my "rat"/arm flopping around limp, and started to feel it, thought this is a strange feeling rat. Realised it had fingers, and was my hand, got the blood flowing again all was well, so fell back asleep. Ciao Babes