five times... legs just gave way... back that feels like a tractor ran over it... fingers barley move, 7mins to get up or down stairs, pain/strain when i even lift up a cup of coffee... Friday laying up in bed barley able to walk... i pretty much promise i will try and get to town for Sat to meet some people... inc robert who hasnt joined us befor, kris cant make it, he texts me fair enough... but then theres some people who dont care enough to even try contact, so me and robert sit and wait, me in my current condition, in the cold, and english cold is like...fuck... its not even funny... so we sit, i try and call them but no answer i waste £2 of cred trying to get thru... a good 20 times...we sat there for 3 hours...waiting ... today i feel like utter crap, yesterdays...conditions... did not help, my legs keep buckling under me, i can barley walk, i find it a task to even pick up a cup of tea... arn't there jsut the nicest of friends in this world...