always looking forwards

by subordinate
hello evry1! im looking forward to tomorrow coz im going to the royal albert hall to see some strange french circus where they have acrobats and stuff. im also looking forward to ali's party. *nods* yep. its better to look forward than to look back. looking back is just painful. when u look back u see the light (at least i do coz i like darkness) the light tells all. in the light, evry1 can see u, and if they can see u they can hurt u. the dark holds secrets. in the dark u can hide from evry1 and evrything. soz if i rambled on a bit xxx
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i like the dark too. tis safe and welcoming. unlike nasty bright lights that reveal all your secrets *screams*

*hides in a dark corner away from nasty light*
*is liking darkness*

You don't ramble. You're entries are little. *pats entries on head*
aye. your not.
*hides with you*

i dont get why people can be afraid of the dark, i never used to be either. i used to beg my mother to turn the light of when i was young. i cant comprehend how people can find it scary.
And I just end up going on and on and everyone's like "huh?" and then you feel stupid. Or you go on and on about things that upset you and you think too much and start crying.
*stabs the light* *creates giant forcefield around self therefore blocking out all light*
*bumps into table*
owww.. that hurt. i cant bloody see now can i *rubs head*
yeah damn rite.
they r annoying. and so so little, like lil freaks of nature
wierd things they r....how did we think we wer kwl wen we wer their age?
tumteutm
u r indeed loved spousey
xHUGx
aye we do.

but oooowww my head *cries*

*invests in some night vision googles*

ahh thats better
now i just need an ice pack and i'll be cured forever yay! ice packs cure everything you know!
I hardly ever cry in front of people. I just cry when I've been alone and thinking about it too much.
indeed. i have never had such a bag :D
deary me, wot loosers they r. i bet theyr rly stupid, i bet they all sit in lil lines on t same website n dont talk 2 each other just leav comments on other ppls diaaries, bah honestly.
and yes gemma i no i cant spel i think ye wil hav 2 live wiv it :P
xHUGx
ah one of lives unanswered questions. oh ye r leaving
:(
xHUGx
Where the fuck are you?
How was thr strange French circus then?