hooray, its valentines day! *coughs* sorry for that little lie there. valentines day. need i say more? definitely the most depressing day of the year...i think. but then, you never can tell what tomorrow's gonna bring. perhaps someone somewhere will think to turn off the light, to leave me alone in the darkness of night. to leave me and my secrets together at last, to leave me alone to dwell on the past. just a bit of shit there that popped into my head. tho i suppose things are looking up...slightly. john has my number in his phone now, and hes preparing to text me. im a bit dubious as to what hes going to say tho... o well, no use worrying about it. bye everyone xxx