hi everyone, sorry i havnt updated for a while, but here i am again. im going insane. i must be. there's no other explanation for the fact im seeing auras everywhere. people are glowing all the colours of the damn rainbow. black, purple, orange, green, red etc. sometimes there are two colours merged. like one of my friends. her aura is purple and then fades to orange the closer it is to her body. thats pretty strange, as not many people have two auras. i think i maybe an unintentional psychic vampyr. yeah i no you might think i spelt 'vampyr' wrong, but thats how i prefer to spell it, i spell 'fairies' as 'faeries', and 'magic' as 'magick'. anyway, back to the psychic vampyr thing. i seem to be absorbing my friend's auras (the one i said had two colours). if she feels sick or suicidal, so do i, and cant shake the feeling off, no matter what anyone else feels. if shes happy so am i, and even if something bad happens it wont upset me. i want to stop, but i dont no how im doing it to begin with. it feels unfair to do that to her, but cant help it. when this person reads this, they'll no who they are, and i want you no im sorry. i dont no what else to say now except bye, so... bye xxx