uhh...hello?

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i want to say something but i dont know what. *screams in frustration with self* grrrrrrrrrr! i dont know what to say! thats it! i have gone insane with lack of things to say! i am now about to go into the stage where i start beating myself up in my head. ......... help? ~~~~~~ o my god what have i done? i have just half killed myself because im so annoyed at my head. i can see myself inside my head, im lying on the floor in a corner somewhere dark, bleeding and crying. is this what i am to become? i call out to anyone who calls themselves my friends. please dont leave me. prophet, perhaps you can help? please? i dont know how many times i have said 'please', but its way too fucking many. bye xxx
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i can only help as much as you let me.
without knowing what's going on i cant do anything....

Your beloved prophet
xxx
[Anonymous]
I'm not leaving but I still have no idea what to say.
hey..
your diarys realy cute.. lol
too bad u can never think of ne thin to say :P

i mite add that ur backgrounds really trippie and its givn me a headache...

ne wayz take care

x x o o!!
im her n im never gonna leave
xHUGx
[Anonymous]
man, i know how u feel. sometimes i just want to scrape my brain out with my fingernails.
You're a little creepy... GOOD LUCK WITH THAT!
I haven't talked to you in awhile
sorry bout that been busy thinking I guess
if you don't have anything to say
don't say anything at all
becuase...
then it won't be something good you most wait until it comes to you then write
thats how I write my entries
my first about 10 entries I did in 10 days
because I had all that kept in
diaries are for getting things out
and if you don't have anything to get out then keep nothing in.
matt


[Anonymous]
You haven't written an entry in a while. I haven't commented in a while. In fact, I've already commented on this entry, but I don't care. Sometimes you have more things to say that other times, and that's okay. Use me as an example: when someone tries to say something all the time they just get irritating. And you aren't irritating how you are. But I know that brains are annoying things. Alot of the time I cotemplate having a brain transplant.
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But imagine being someone else. Imagine being the one person you truly hate and then you will be happier with yourself. Surely you have more redeeming qualities than they do. And if you think you don't then I can assure you that you do. You will always have something that you are better at than any one given person.