tum te tum te tum. stil waiting for john to text me. altho i suppose his sister did only tell me yesterday that he was going to text me. o well, mustn't dwell on it. i had a dream last night. it was sehr strange. basically, i was at school with all my friends watching the dance show in the hall, but it wasnt exactly the same as school, coz there was two doors, one on either side of the stage leading outside where there shouldn't be doors. anyone who knows what my school hall looks like will no what i mean. anywho...everyone got up and started randomly dancing. i went to dance with two of my best friends (i wont name them to save embarrassment),but they kept avoiding me and laughing at me for no reason. i got really upset. i went outside via the aforementioned doors, and cried for ages. then i got up and walked around a bit. i saw my friends, so i went up to them and asked them why they were avoiding me. one of them said that she couldn't be friends with me, because i was going to go soon. i could tell by the look on her face that she meant i was going to die. the other one said she was sorry, and she was still friends with me, but she didnt want to leave the first friend alone. for some reason this upset me again, so i walked off and tried to drown myself in the school pool. however this really fit guy saved me and held me close to him. the two friends (well one friend at least) came up to us. the second friend said she was really sorry, and wouldnt leave me alone again, but the first one said that it proved her point, and she walked off. then i woke up. it was really weird. my mind obviously works in strange ways, to come up with a dream like that. or maybe there's some truth in it... luv ya evry1 xxx