really there hasn't been anything worth writing for the past few days. school is just so dumb. boys are really dumb too. well justin is. he tells people that he likes me but he won't talk to me anywhere except school and he won't call me. and when i called him on sunday? he was like i have lots of homework so i was like alright you want me to let you go? and he was like yeah i'll see you tomorrow. and he doesn't have a cell phone so i feel weird calling him and his mom picking up and like i don't know. everyone thinks he never had a girl friend before. i don't know. i just want to get to know him but he is being so stupid right now. so i'm sitting here wasting my time on someone that doesn't know what he wants? ugh i just don't get it. either he likes me or he doesn't. like he is really shy but when he talks to me he's not. like everyone says i'm the only one that he talks to? i don't know. and these stupid girls that sit with him at lunch give me dirty looks everyday. well just one but whatever. so i was standing there talking to him yesterday and this stupid girl kept staring at me and giving me dirty looks and i'm not the kind thats gonna sit there and just like bitch her out for giving me a dirty look. so like i looked over and she was like staring at me and then she looked at this other girl and whispered in her ear then they just looked at me. i acted like i didn't see her but omg what the hell. i never even talked to them before. girls are bitches. so anyways my uncle and my cousin are coming this weekend. yay i'm excited. and it's really cold in my house. not fun. i'm sitting here with pajama pants cuz i got something on my jeans. 2 tank tops a sweatshirt, slippers and a blanket. and i'm still freezing.