well these past few days have been pretty hard. like i was so confused and just sad and i was laying down like this is the worst feeling in the world. i was so confused about justin. like it was getting on my nerves because i thought that he doesn't care about me. but i guess i realized that's just the way he is. like he is so shy and like he never calls me or anything but when we're together it's magic. and like he told my friend the reason we didn't kiss yet is because he wants it to be special. and i think that is really sweet and cute but everyone else is just like is he gay? anyways no school today or tomorrow. i went to the palisades mall with britt today. it was fun we spent like 31835975 hours in sephora. i love that store.this weekend is going to suck though because justin has to do house work all weekend and tomorrow he's going to this girl kristens house for a project. lol everyone is telling me i don't need to be worried. lol and then my one friend is going to hook up with this guy tomorrow night and she was like yeah you and justin should come with us he would get a much better education with us then he would doing a history project. lol i love that girl.