well my grandma is in the hospital :(. they don't know if she's going to make it. :( that kind of sucks. my uncle came up saturday to see her. nothing but drama since then. i did absolutely nothing this weekend. no fun at all. everyone wanted me to go to the christmas dance but i didn't want to. i kind of wish i did because i was sitting at home painting my toes and watching cops. plus its always fun to get dressed up. oh well. justin didn't want to and i didn't either. they said it was kind of boring anyways. so yeah i had like a complete panic attack today. over nothing. after school i met up with justin and melissa was behind him and she looked really pissed so i was like what's wrong and she was like you really don't know your boyfriend. i asked justin what that was about and he was just like don't worry about it. ok so i was like weird... and upset because i panic at stuff like that. anyways i go home and call melissa and she was like i'm still at school i'll call you later. so i'm like freaking out by now. brittany wasn't helping she was like i'm sure he's not cheating on you. maybe he has aids. all this stuff and i'm like oh my god don't say that. so melissa calls me back like a half hour later and she told me that he was just being stupid and immature. and apparently we have a date this weekend? we're going to the movies? we made plans last weekend? hahah i love how he tells her first lol