things have been super duper. yay. school has pretty much been gay. yesterday was the pre-psat. it was so harrrdddd i guessed on like everything except the last section was really easy. anyways... yesterday at lunch i talked to justin like the whole time and like we both weren't eating lunch so he was like we should go for pizza tonight. i was like of course. so i spent a really long time getting ready to go out for pizza last night. my friend melissa wanted me to go bowling with her after but i really didn't want to. and they were gonna go at like 10 and i was really tired anyways. but anyways. she was really happy for me and she was like you have to call me when you get home. so we went out for pizza and like when i got there he was already there and my mom was like tell him to come out to the car. so he did. it was weird but yeah. then i was like i was so excited for tonight. and he was like why? duhhh i was excited to come out and see him. anyways he would get all weird like when he didn't know what to say and he would just say weird things and then he would get embarassed. it was really cute. like alot of girls would be like i don't know. i guess it would turn them off. but i just thought he was really sweet. so then we left like a little while after and it was still early so i was like we should go to my house and rent a movie. so we walked home. i forgot about renting a movie. lol. so like we hung out and watched 7th heaven lol. then my mom and dad came in and like they wouldn't leave us alone. it was really embarassing. and i would like look at him like uhhh and he would just smile. like he was so sweet. and my dad was like i'm so happy he's nice and everything. because my last boyfriend was a complete asshole. and he would lie and disrespect me so much. and he would like lie to me about like everything. so like i don't know if i should be like making a big deal but i called my friend last night and i was like and he paid for me and he opened my door and he like got dressed all cute and everything. and like my last boyfriend was like my first serious boyfriend. and like all i was used to was like paying for myself. letting him let the door close on me. not taking a shower after working out in the sun all day!!! it was gross. and anyways my friend was like that's why guys are supposed to do. but awe he looked so cute. and it wasn't like a show. like he didn't have to hold my hand and everything. like when i went out with mike he would have to hold my hand and like show off like haha i have a girlfriend. and like its nice because like he hasn't really been serious with a girl and so everything is going really slow and like right now we're just dating or whatever. yay i am so happy right now. and all night he was like we have to do this again sometime. so i guess he likes me? anyways my uncle and my cousin are coming tonight. =D. we're gonna go get them at the airport at 10 yesssss