so yeah 4 day weekend... so boring. on thursday i cleaned. friday i sat home and did nothing. saturday i went to the mall then i got grounded. my mom is a bitch. she is worried that i'm going to have a reputation for being a slut? ok we haven't even kissed yet and i'm a slut? ok. i would have a worse reputation for having a mother who had a baby at 16 years old. i told her too and she is pissssssed. oh well. now i'm grounded for having an "attitude". then i called her to ask if i was allowed to walk home from school with my friends. absolutely not. i swear to god she thinks i'm like 10. i'm not. she can't get over it that i'm 15 years old and she has to have control over every part of my life. no. she thinks i'm this horrible kid and she has her hands full with me. ok. i don't smoke. i don't drink. i don't do drugs. i don't have sex. i never go out. &&& i get good grades. and she wonders why everyday of eigth grade and freshman year i would sit there and cry and stay home every friday night and i wouldn't even talk on the phone until the end of last year. i mean i'm going to be sheltered enough from living in this small town where nothing ever happens. but she doesn't need to make it so i can't even walk down the street. or i have to call and check in when i go to the mall or sleep over my friends house. and my 31 year old sister doesn't even have a boyfriend let alone get married. i swear to god she wants me to be like that. then she can have complete control. it just sucks. and i'm always the one that ends up apolgizing. even when i don't do anything wrong. and i'm not going to be like that anymore.