so things have been really confusing. there is so much thats happened in the past few days. like i've been having the most amazing times with my friends but when i'm by myself i get thinking and things are just so confusing. first of all justin and i are together =D. but even that is confusing like i said i wasn't going to get all attatched to him and i am and it scares me to death. like i like him so much but i've been here before and i just ended up hurting so much. and i doubt justin will be like that since he is such a sweetheart and he wouldn't cheat on me. but still i don't know if i'm ready to get all involved. anyways halloween was absolutely amazing. at 6 melissa, deepal, adrianna, courtney and i all met up at melissa's and ate pizza. yum yum. i was a devil and melissa and deepal were geeks, courtney was this weird thing i don't know and adri didn't dress up. boring. then we went and melissa and dee kept running to like every house and we were all just like not really into the whole running thing. then we met up with kaitlin and sam. then there was this grown man with this weird mask thing on and he was holding a head was like following us but he was with a few other adults and a lot of like 10 year olds. one of the old guys was like i hope he's with you like kidding around and then he started following us down the hill. all you hear is kaitlin scream and everyone except me and adri ran down the hill. it was so funny. anyways school hasn't been that bad. it's spirit week so everyone is in a good mood. pep rally tomorrow. and i started drivers ed. that's good. we take the written test a few days before my birthday so i'll be able to start my driving around my birthday. oh and i'm going to the movies with justin tomorrow night. yayyyyy. we're gonna go see prime i think? and i'm in like the worst mood i had to do this whole sociology report thing and i like had a nervous breakdown. lol. i was like crying and everything. and my parents were like driving me nuts. i like started crying and then i got oil on my white shirt and my mom told me to boil it and then my dad started like flipping out on me so now i'm not talking to him. and i get in trouble? i don't get it. whatever my parents are idiots. ohh and my guitar is coming home on saturday. yess exciting. oh and i got my hair trimmed last night. just thought i'd share. i guess thats about it <3