i think i'm getting sick. oh boy. i was sick on thanksgiving throwing up like 10 minutes before dinner. =( and even better i didn't get to see justin all weekend. i don't know how he expects me to be with him. i mean we never ever hang out anymore. it would be a little bit better if he could just call and talk to me for like 5 minutes. no he can't even do that. and if i call him he never seems like he wants to talk to me. i sucks that i can't even talk to him about it. i don't know. the worst part is that i like him way too much to do anything about it.