i really need to explain. obvolisouly someone was hacking into my diary. How did they figure out my password? i dont know. They made all my PRIVATE entries public. Who ever did this has a sick mind. If they find pleasure runining somone elses life then thats wrong. I really hope they dont do it again. I dont see wahts so wrong w/ writing private entries. They let ME sort out MY feelings for MYSELF. Thats why i make them private so no one else gets hurt. But i'm sure there are alot of people upset w/ me right now and i dont blame them... My private entries help me through stuff i need to get threw. i need to sort out my feelings before i confront or tell people about them i need to realize what i'm doing and just sorting it out. I'm really sorry for those who were hurt. I know you'll be upset w/ me for a long time but if your my true friend you'll understand i didnt mean those to hurt you. it was how i felt at the time and i need to get it out. I'll understand if you wont talk to me. I didnt really make a mistake in writing those entries. Yeah i should of been more upfront about them to the people that it concerned but if you put yourself in my shoes you'll undersand where i'm coming from... i know it may take a long time for you to forgive me maybe you'll never forgive me. but i just want you to know that i didnt ever mean for them to get out and its an invasion of privacy for someone i dont even know to read them and have the nerve to make them public. yeah that person may have gone threw some of the same things i have but i can learn from my mistakes on my own. I might even discontiune this diary after tonight. i'm not sure. I told my mom about this all and she was mad at me... but i understand why. what i dont understand is how this person got my password, why they would do something so evil, and why me? why did they choose me... does this person even know me? i've never heard of her name before but whoever did this i hope you learned your lesson for mingling in someone elses life. and i've learned my lesson... but i think i'm a grown up enough girl to learn from my own mistakes. again i'm extreamly sorry for those of you who were hurt i never ment it to hurt you. and if you really understand you wont share what i wrote about in those entries w/ anyone else. I feel really bad that this happend but this could be my final entry. my mom is going to try and figure out if you can delete this thing but i dont think you can. i'll just think of a password that noone would know... and if they find a way to hack into it they must be really desperate... on a final note good-bye -Kayla