I am the happiest person on this earth right now...I'm going to meet Will in person. I'm so fucking happy...Its going to the next weekend. When i'm at my dads. He convinced his friend to go out with my sister so they're coming up. i dont know if my dad will know about it...we'll have to keep them secret. hehe... i was sitting here singing, dancing, screaming, all jittery...i felt like i was a druggie going though a withdrawl. like i was all shaky and exicted. i've never been this happy in my entire life. i was jumping in the air. screaming in my blanket b/c my step dad was sleeping so i couldnt really scream. i was so fucking happy. i'm still am. wow its like a dream come true. i love will so much. oh yeah we're engaged. but hes means so much to me. i cant belive i'm going to actually see him. but its not gonna be for long enough. wow. i never felt so good. i was jumping up in the air and then i'm like "oh shit what am i going to wear" haha... its like 5 20 in the morning now. my step dad is up. he thinks i'm sleeping but im' not..haha. i had to mess my hairup. keep my eyes open so that my contatcs dried up and then i "went to the bathroom" and i didnt have to go pee so i turned the sink water on a little bit. and then i flushed the toliet. man you can tell i've done that too many times...and my mom gets home at 8. Will has to leave at like 7. so i need to get some rest. i dont know how i'm gonna keep my cool around my mom and not tell her. we are gonna cuddle...and maybe something else. haha. but...i love cuddling..its my favorite. sigh i'm so happy... well leave me the comments and tell me what you think...i know i think its gonna be the greatest weekend of my life... -Kayla