I thought it'd finaly end in the last week of school but i guess i'm wrong...it just keeps traling behind. I cant fucking wait until summer. I'm not going to let any "drama" or "crap" happen over the summer. this summer is my get away. and then next year it'll start again. i just wonder if i'm going to ever get a vacation from it. But right now i doubt that...I'm sure i'll lose friends from this year but things happen. I dont want to lose any of my friends but i know it will happen. i know some of them wont stay in touch. wont bother to pick up the phone to call me or IM me and ask how my summers going. if they dont do it for me then i wont do it for them. But what can i say? I dont know whats going to happen in the future. i'll just go w/ the flow like i do w/ everything else. if something bothers me i'll just brush it off like i do every day of my life... wow if feels good to get that out. I just got done watching spanglish. it was really good. i cried. I want to buy that movie now.haha today was another one of those days feeling crappy about myself when i make a mistake... i wore a skirt today and thats the 1st time since volleyball season. i really dont like wearing skirts. idk why i just can put my legs up or cris cross them w/o showing too much...no one would want to see that i had to stay after and talk to mr.bart after algebra. then i went to cos and waxed alans eyebrows. it was fun. i was down to mr.montroses office like 2 time today I did really good on my algebra test thing we took today. i only got 5 wrong out of 38. in the begining of the year i got like 13 our of 38 wrong. i've gotten smarter. Jael got smarter. kacky got dumber. derek i think got smarter i dont remember. tom stayed the same and i think billie got smarter We were watching racing stripes in spanish today. ben walters was laughing threw the whole thing really loudly and quoting the movie. everyone was laughing at him not the movie. we're so mean OMG today when derek got off the bus he ran around in circles and fell on the ground. it was so funny. it was on purpose too. i got it on my camera. juicer had his real vid camera and could zoom in it was funny. juicer said "All of the sudden i could hear you laughing" it was funny...ahh the priceless moments on the bus Had study halls today...lol me and jen were supposed to be working on our civics and we never wrote down 1 thing. we were talking to lynz. i have my spanish final on monday. and i have to do my civics review. i'm really behind on that. my sci review and my english review...AHHH!!! o well i was going to have johnna come over and work on some but well i think shes a lil pissed at me. so i asked jen and she said she might... Well i think i'm going to go adios amigos -kayla