well yet again my mom strikes with her fucking bitchyness. I told my mom that i saw my coach at the parade. well my mom said "did she ask you if you were doing your summer workout plan" and i told her that i didnt talk to her. and i didnt want to hear anymore of what she had to say so i went to go up my stairs and my mom said "are you going to go get on that internet" i said "i never said i was going to go get on the internet" and she said "i'm sick of you being on that computer" well i walked away and said "well i'm sick of you" and i went in my room and watched tv... ...well for some reason my mom really likes to bug me. she sits on my bed and just lays there like she wants to invade in my privacy. and i was just picking up. shes like "what are you going to do with all your stuff when you go to college" i said "well i'm going to leave some of it here" she said "no your not when your gone all your stuff is gone" so i was like "well let me have my room for me now and when i move i'll take my stuff" and i'm like "out get out" shes like "thats what i'll be saying when you leave" and then shes like "your already sick of me" as she was walking out the door i'm like "shut up" she said "dont say shut up to me" i said "i was just kidding. you heard me say that *the i'm sick of you*" and she said "yes" i said "i was jsut kidding" well then she had to be a bitch and say "we'll see whos kidding when you dont have a summer party" Thats one of the 1st times i've ever said anything disreceptful to her and she takes my party away... GOD. plus shes on vacation for a week. i cant fucking live with her for 3 days w/o getting pissed at her let alone a fucking week. i'm seriously thinking about moving or running away or something. Now i see why my dad divorced her. I dont even see why he had any intrest in her. ugg... i cant wait until i get my own place. i really cant. i cant stand living with her. she bugs me so much. its raining out. i just want to go out and stand it maybe it will was away all my anger...or at least i could think that for one minute... i couldnt talk to Will's dad because i was afraid i was going to get mad at him. i hope he does think that i have serious anger problems. lol. i just cant wait until this weekend. i get to go to my dads. i love it there. i'd rather be there anytime of the day then be here... -Kayla oh shit the power just went out...good thing i have a battery on my laptop haha