Hmm..so today was good.Tonight drew is coming over to help me with my math work. how fun. anyways. ive been thinking alot. and yes ive said this prolly in every diary entry.. but i really miss my dad.. i mean when he past away of cancer.. i thought it was the end of the world. as i knew it. i lost my best friend. i mean what esle could i do?. and to be honst i cry every night.. and keep having dreams he was still here. i mean everytime my sept-dad yells at me. i wish my dad was there to back me up. sometimes.. i just need him more than anything. well moving on to a lighter note now.. so i think zach allega is having a party this firday.. me and drew might go. but really i dont want to go. lol. i mean dont get me wrong.. i love parties. but.. sometimes they just get boring after awhile. yeah they do. buttt...newho. okay.. so im going to go. im prolly going to write later. so.. lata!