so i dont have a job,im always sick, i dont know. i mean..i feel like my life is going down the drain..(not really..).. im just kinda depressed. drew has a job. happy for him. its just he promised me we would go see a movie tonight. and everything.. spend time with each other. and he desides to work late. i dunno.. i just dont know. i love him. i need a job. i feel like everytime i try to do somthing. it just dosent work out. i mean UGH!... i just need someone to comfort me, hold me, but i feel alone. whats wrong with me?.. well im going to go. ps. im not mad at drew.. if ya wanted to kno. im mad at myself. 8ter