so im sitting here in class.. not doing a thing. yup. im supposed to be listing about..somthing.. see what happenes when you dont pay attention kids? haha. anyways.Wed. we get out early.. FUN!. so i think me and drew are going to the mall to drop off my applacation. so i CAN get a job!. even tho. if i got it, it would be on the eastside. i need to make money. sucks. but ya gotta do it. so..i need to charge my phone up.badly.. because my friends are like "did you get my text messaging yet?" and im like.. uh nope. sorry.. i didnt. but i think i need to slow down on the text messaging.. i mean i stil do it. but i cant as much as i used to. get my point?. good. blah. im feeling pretty sick. anyways. im thinking.. that im really like my hair now the way it is. because even though my mom didnt like it. oh well. hang on. sorry we had to an assignment. boring. hang on again.gotta put my books away. okay..back. im so exited about FL. you have no idea! expect that the fact that were driving down there makes it more exiting.? nope. flying is way better. buutt..moving on..ugh. i have math class next. i hate math its my worst subject english is my best. but math. dont ask!.i wouldnt know..lol..okay..anyways..my dad hasnt said anything to me about how i look so far. im woundering if he just gave up on telling me how i look.. and just didnt have much to say anymore.. which is good.. because.. im not putting up with his crap. ive delt with it and so on.. ugh..so i e-mailed my 8th grade teacher mrs.simon. lol. yeah i havent seen her in awhile.. i miss her she was the nicest teacher ive meet . and she helped me through alot of bad times. and it worked. hmm..what else can i write about. so sunday was fun i got to hang with drews brother and his sister n- law and their two kids. lol. it was great.im bored. and im still hungry.. i think ever sence ive been on this diet of mine. ive eatten more.. then i usually do. lol. sad isnt. maybe its just the fact that i have to eat healthy foods and not as much. or somthing. i mean im doing good but its hard. to even stay on a diet. so. i was thinking yesterday.. that swimming just isnt for me anymore. i mean if i join next year. i would prolly quit with in a day because of whose on it. and there will be ppl who are on it and that i cant stand. and it wouldnt help me one bit to even go. its just not my life. my family is more important and so is drew and friends and school. but swimming just caused a lot of stress towards me. anyways.. enough of this. im going! bye!