Okay i know this sounds stupid. butt..i watched laguna beach last night and it was the season finally..and i balled my eyes out because it was the last esposide and everyone was leaving and going to college. and then it hit me. thats going to be me in 7 months. like what the hell?.. and im so happy,scared all at the same time. i mean even thinking about graduation makes me want to cry. when class day comes i want vanessa being there by my side because she is my sister and i want to be there for her. and YES i want drew and andy there too. its so hard thinking of this right now. ive really been stressed alot lately with parents because with my mom saying " you dont care about ur senior yr". just feels like she stabbed me in my heart. and just didnt care. On class day i want everyone of my friends to be with me standing with me. because it may be the last time i ever see them. i mean ive grown up with half the class. okay here comes the sad part. okay since ive never said anything about this...the one thing im scared of this year is losing my sister vanessa because weve been through alot the 11 years. it scares me so much. that im gonna lose her. and when we go off to college who am i gonna call or talk to? when something wrong. that girl means alot to me!. BEST FRIENDS. To all underclass men: Senior year is stressfull. lol