My heart is broken. There is a lump in my throat that will not go away. I need you back. I hate this so much. I cant stop crying and this has never happened. I made a mistake. Please Please forgive me. I want to take care of you and hug you and kiss you. I love you. I mean it, its not fake. I know you know that this shouldn't end. I'm positive you know it. Just talk to me. I feel like i can't breathe then you don't. I'm so sorry. I love you more than you'll ever know.