Home sick. Puking. Gross. Went to a show saturday. It was surprisingly really fun. I hung out with austin most of the time. He's a good guy. Infact, He's pretty much a great guy. We did silly things and laughed about it. And we went to Arby's with erica and christiana and split a sandwich. I was supposed to hang out with him yesterday, but due to some conflict with a loved one, I decided against it. He painted me a picture of a little hand holding a big one. :) Mark and I had some issues. I dont know if we can ever be how we were. It isnt that i feel any different about him, but he's obviously not wanting to sacrifice some of the things he's doing socially, and I honestly am fine with that. If it is better for both of us to just be friends, then i think that is what should happen. I'm pretty sure having him out of my life all together wouldn't be a good solution. We aren't in love anymore. I can tell by the things he says. But if we can't be in love, we can atleast care about eachother. I only want good things to happen to that boy.