i'm sad that you think you mean so much less to me than in reality. But deep down i know you know how i feel. I'm pissed because i want to watch hugh grant movies, and i cant find any of mine. Something about middle aged british men with bowl cuts and a thing for Julia Roberts makes my heart melt. For some reason, i really missed my dad today. I haven't talked to him in a while. Sometimes, i really worry about him. It brings tears to my eyes. I love my dad so much. He's a fuck up, but none the less i love him. I think I need a stronger adult father figure in my life. Being raised by only your mother causes instability. Come back, Dad.