Well, much has happened. I've learned to cope with the fact that me and mark are not goign to be together. I think that all girls give their hearts away foolishly at one point. It is normal. I feel like it wasn't right. He's found someone else, and It will hopefully be amazing for him, and he will be able to enjoy it for a long time. I've grown up after this incident, I think, and I have learned to give myself more credit than i've previously given. I thought that after having a broken heart, it'd take a while to get back into the swing of things. I thought that I wouldnt find anyone perfect for me again. But I now realize that I'm perfectly fine. I'm how i always was, and I can find someone even more perfect, because under all of my bitchiness and worrying, I'm a great girl. I try to be a good person, and I really am compassionate of other people. I'll find someone amazing. I know it. I just have to be patient and start being more comfortable with who I am, or even more than that, FIGURE OUT who I am. Please wish me the best of luck. As for today, It was fun. I got a ride home from Andy Wally, and me and Matt played air geeetar in the back seat with eric. I hung out with austin and jessica after school, and we went to walmart and tried on footy pajamas and Austin pushed me around in a shopping cart, until i deviously found the old people scooters, and hopped on one of those. It was a fun night. We went to steak n shake and talked about porn, and people we've met, and ciggarettes, and all sorts of things. I love my friends. They will always cheer me up. Jessica especially knows how to kick me in the ass and get me to stop moping over dumb shit. People are genuinely good to me. I hope i can be just as genuine back :)