After today, Carmel's fall break officially starts. While some people are going out of town, on college visits, or just have plans with their friends, everyone is looking forward to the break. I, however, am not that excited because the event I was looking forward to is already over. This weekend, the boy of my dreams came home from college. After 2 weeks of on and off arguing and me being an insane bitch, I desperately needed to see him. Although he was just coming home for a doctor's appointment, he agreed to see me on Saturday. The second we saw eachother, I knew everything was okay again. After a long time of being apart, he gets a certain look in his eyes the first time we see eachother. Saturday was amazing. We sat in two cold parks, just happy to be close to eachother, talking about anything and everything, from dreams, to pets, to children. There is a certain electricity that flows through our bodies when we touch, and nobody else can compensate for that, because its just a Mark and Tayler electricity. Sunday night was kind of a mess. But the fact that we were able to get passed it and move on with our weekend is what matters. Monday night, despite Marks knack for being late allofthefuckingtime, we had a great time. Its hard to pay attention to anything else when I'm all snuggled up to him. He makes me giggle like an 8 year old girl sometimes and I think that is perfectly fine. We are perfect together. Tuesday,yesterday, he left. It was sad, but it was okay. School is good for Mark, and he enjoys it. Even though we only spent a half hour together, it was a perfect ending to our little rendezvous this weekend. As he got in his car to leave, I noticed how much more "I love you" means when you're looking into someones eyes. Its gives me shivers to hear him say it after a million online "love you"'s and occasionally some phone ones. Its reassuring, and I can hear the truth in his voice. Infact, just talkign about it makes my spine kind of tingley. All in all, I really hope i get to see you soon, Mark. I miss you so much already, and I'll be thinking about you all day today. Have a good rest of the week at school. I love you, even though saying it here is nothing compared to saying it to your face.