Tomorrow is my first day at North Central. I'm really nervous, but I've needed a change. Jessica moved out today, after living here for a few weeks. I hope she's happy in her dad's house. Lately I've been thinking of someone and everytime i see there face i want to laugh and cry all at the same time. I need something great in my life. I need something amazing and loving and comforting. I have faith that ill find it eventually, but I'm becoming impatient. I'm too young to think about this, but what if everyone only has one perfect match? How do you know if you've found it? What if mine is in like, Scandinavia or something? Love is a scary thing. I dont know if i've ever experienced any sort of love, but i can't wait until i do.