Dear people. I am miserable. Why? I dunno. If i knew why i'd do something about it. Maybe its this flu, nasty little critters replicating inside my body, tearing apart my DNA, bursting out of monstrously bloated, infected cells. Go team, whoo! I'm at home by myself til furthur notice. This house is depressingly empty... maybe its that. I keep hearing noises. I had some serious thoughts the other day about myself and where im headed from now. But im not going to write them. Theyre wernt exactly constructive imaginings. Does my life matter? Cosmically speaking... The speaker person at church tonight spoke about complete dedication of mind, body and spirit to God, and how He can become a positive influence in peoples lives... I cant say i really give much thought to anything any of them have ever said outside of church. Thats probably not a good thing. Uni starts again tomorrow. at last. And despite everything i have managed to do 3months worth of statistics project in a single afternoon. Go me. It skitters and crawls, under the floorboards and inside the walls. Madness! MADNESS!!! ahahahahahahahahaha