I promised myself that i would write in here more often but i find it so hard to organise my mind and focus on writing. Also i find that a simple recap of past events is not sufficient which is why i guess i mull over each entry for awhile before i click that little 'save' button. I can't even go for a drive to clear my mind. They took away more than just my ability to drive. Last night we journeyed into town to have dessert at strawberry fare (posh, inner-city establishment). I was especially eager to sample creme brulee for the first time, and while it was pleasant enough it lacked something (a little disappointing considering the price). The custardy flavor was nicely complemented by my choice of baileys coffee at least (a new treat). Oh.... and of course i got to wear my blazer... always a bonus. At work today we had an enormous customer-free period where i was left alone in my little corner of the yard in idle contemplation. I considered what this university year is possibly going to be like, how bland (and sad) lectures and coffee runs are going to be without zeb (whos company i'v grown used too and rather enjoyed). To be perfectly frank i have absolutely no idea what i want to do with my life, i am drifting with no particular objective in mind towards the enormous grey area of 'Commerce'. I almost wish i could relive 2006... there are so, so many things i would do or say differently. I had a few more little things to add... but meh.