Why do things have 2 b this way Why do tears have 2 fall Why do people have 2 lie Why do things have 2 b this way Why do thoughts of killing me pass through my mind Why do thoughts of starving my self Inter my head I could go on and on There are so many *why* questions And not enough answers My life is suck a mistery My emotions are so desiving My Family is so fake Why cant i be normal Why cant i just be a gurl Why cant i just be young I have to take care of my self Serve my self Take care of my self I am 13 years old And still i havnt been a kid Go to school Come home do homework Clean and then cook Go to sleep and do the hole thing over again Why cant i just b a kid for once