This is who my year has gone! I have gottin into lots of trouble, ran away that sort of things, i have moved to michigan to live with my dad! Nate has contacted me. Sluts in the world dont no who i no! Yeah nate contacted me big surprise hu, he called and says that he likes me cares about me and all this stuff, that if i were to give him a chance that he wouldnt hurt me. He says he is a christian now. He acts like one pretty cool sweet nice caring. Its a big change for him, he is in washington, and will soon be living with his mom once out of this boarding type school he goes to in Washington. He is a completly different person, its kinda hard to belive him or even to trust him, with all my heart i want to stand there and say everything is okay but i no its not true, theres alot of trust issues and crap like that. Its just kinda hard to sit there and see the man (your first love) become a completly different person but be so far away and its just sometimes hard to tell him stuff do to the fact that im not sure if he is just messing with me or not! Yeah i moved to michigan with my dad becuase i was such a bad kid, and i got my dad to fly out here to get me cuz i was sick of my mother as you all no! Its pretty cool up here it snowed last night, and so we have a couple of inches! The people out here are so sheltered not alot of the outside world here. but thats alright! I guess better for me! Thats what so far my life as beeN!