I love him so much I never new Until he didnt talk to me Until he was upset with me I just thought that we were fwends but i guess i ahve more feelings then that I guess i like more then a fwend Which i cant have cuz' once again he doesnt like me back, Why is this happing why am i having these felings why do i care, I dont want to like him cuz he dont like me back Hes mad at em right now, and all i feel like doing is crying, I wish i could end it all, Just cuz he isnt around anymore I wish i could have him back and change what happend today and fix it an make everything better If only he new how much i care for him If only he new how much he means to me maybe he wouldnt treat me likethis! This is for you Derek