I want to cry so fucking badly I want to cut so fucking badly I want to die so fucking badly I have so much God Dam angry I am sick of felling this way I am sick of wanting to die I am sick of needing to love I just want to die I just want to cry I just want to hve someone to care for me I just want to have someone who will be there I need someone for me to love and who wont give up on my is that so much to ask As i hear his voice i want to cry thoughts of love cross my mind and i cnat do it any more I just want to fucking die I WANT TO END IT ALL is that so FUCKING BAD!