I cant do it any more I try to hold in my feelings But i cant not any more I use to be so good at it I could hide it but i cant i have gotten hurt way to many times I cant do it anymore I want to break down but then someone would ask why and im not ready to explain why I want to cry i want to scream for help but i cant im stuck everyone wants to no why whatz wrong they all ask im good enough to hide it ive done it for so long im tried of it im not about to tell whatz going on but i cant hold it in anylonger Yeah i want to die yeah i hate my self does that make you happy im done pretending i will just not tell