As i sit here on this cold winter night I think of what could have been and what might have been If only i had made a diff choice Why do poeple hide there true feelings Why do people act the way they do I think of the lies i have been told and the people i will never forgive or forget Some people treat you like shit and expect you to be there best friend when they need to cry As i sit here on this cold winter night I just want to cry but as all no i hold it all in affraid of showing emotion and not being the tough little me I think if guys who broke my heart and friends who will never be again I think of guys you neva ment it but will never be again As i sit here on the cold winter night I want to let it all go but as we all no that will never happen I hide behind my alchy