Sometimes i wish that he understood how i felt I just wish that he could get it that i have alot on my plate right now I wish i could cry in his arms I wish he could just hold me and not ask questions i wish i could be on thep hone iwht him and he doesnt have to ask whatz wrong he just nows how fucked up my life is and sometime i cant take it anymore i love him to death but sometimes I wish he just new instead of me telling him but once again the thing about him being a guy ruins everything i wish why cant he just understand me and get why i feel the way i do i mean its hard for a gurl like me to lose her best fwend nad be reminded of it every day sometiems you ahve to break down but for me breaking down is just kepeing to my self Im sry if this scares you im sry if you dont like it but its me and i wish you understood!