I just want to cry is that really taht bad wanting to die is that really that bad wishing i was dead, is that bad? I have a weird mind i think i should die I think im fat, no wait i no im fat! I just hate life, the 1 i love is taken The one i need is mad at me the one i depend on well he isnt in the picture Then one that ment the world to me ditched me for some chick he said he had sex with Why cant things but the way i want them to be Im sick of crying and dieing I am sitting here awake alert and alive but inside im dieing crying and in pain, I just want to end it all is that really that bad Plz tell me is that really that bad?