I thought our fwendship would last, i thought we would always be together. Have you noticed the tears in my eyes, the pain in my heart, and the words i cant say in my throwt. Do you care about the tears, the cuts, the scars i have because of you? Do you notice the millions of tears ive cried because of you? Where were you when i need u to dry up all the tears ive cried? You never understood, the feelings i ahd for you, the fwendship that was wasted because of the pain you caused. I tryed to make our fwendship last, for your sake and mine, but it didnt work. You were being stubborn and wouldnt let me in. You pushed me away when i needed you the most. I wanted to be there when you needed a shoulder to cry one. I wanted to be the one you ran to whenever something went wrong, I wanted to be the gurl you called when someone hurt you, but all you did was push me away shuve me in a corner nad never delt with the feelings left. I went through guilt trips over you, telling my slef it was my fault you left nad my fault i wasnt your gurl, my fault, it was all my fault. I went through so much pain, all i wanted to do is cry. I cried for awhile and then i relized you werent coming home to me, you werent gonna be next to me letting me let out everything i ever felt. Everyone siad you werent good, and i should just let you go, i should have lisoned i should have trusted those who loved me. I let you enter my life fuck me over nad leave like i was just a piece of meat. I no u didnt care, i no because i sat there calling you and all you did was ignore my call. I needed you but all you wanted to do was get rid of me like i was yesturdays trash. I didnt want to give up i didnt want to lison to those who new the truth, i wnated to make thigns work, i wanted things to be better, because i needed you in my life. I should havel isoned to my fwends i should have realized thast you didnt care, but i didnt. I let me self become to attached, and just when i was willing to give up, you siad you were gonna give me a secound chance. I loved you but you thought i was just a gurl willing to spend her money, her time, her energy on a punk like you. I wish i would have lsioned to everyone else, because you hurt me in ways i could never understand. I cried when you used me the secound time, and i wanted to give up all hope, i was devestated, i wanted to die right there. I thought you were this fwend that would love me, care for me, understand me, nad would be there when i needed. But i lead my self to belive that you were something that you werent, im sry i put you thorugh that its not your fault im the one who belived that you were someone that you werent!