despondent

Listening to: futility engine
when you tried to kiss me i only bit your tongue. when you tried to get me together i only came undone. when you tried to tell me the one for me was you, i was in your mattress back in 1982. i still couldnt get the picture.
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i know that feeling.
i don't *think* i like this one boyy anymore.
but i just don't *know.*
&then it's frustrating becuase it seems like i *could* still like him.

eh, or maybe for me, it's an in-between kind of feeling.

but good news, this confusing boyy is not the ex.

the bad: he's had two girlfriends since we've started talking. even though he flirts with me so fucking much, but not for the last two weeks.
i dunno. hopeless??
but...but...you were born in 1989. your math aint right....just kidding.