Well, I've had the same cold for almost 2 weeks now... it's really draining me.. I've had to give up a lot of things that I've been wanting to do, like, for example, I couldn't go to the drama fest that I have been looking forward to, but I just wouldn't be able to sit behind a flat for 40 minutes coughing the way I do. I am really mad because I feel like I left everybody down, but there wasn't anything I could do about it. Much like a lot of other things, I wasn't in control, and I hate it. Not to say I'm a control freak, but, not being able to change things like that, just a feeling of powerlessness, it sucks. Also, a lot of my friends have been rather... reluctant to be around me lately, it's either they're worried about getting whatever I have, the fact that being sick for 2 weeks has made me rather irritable, or, well, i'm not really sure.... but it's really starting to drain on me. Another thing that's been "urking" me lately, is just, well, the person will have to remain nameless, but they just have changed, a lot. It all started out, everything was so good, and exciting, and now, it's like being yesterday's news, tossed aside like someone's dirty socks. I just, either wish everything would get back to the way it was, or they could just give me a definite answer, yes, or no. Just so I can... go on... I guess.