Well, so, today, I was happy for a while, until probably 3-4 hours ago... when I started feeling a little upset and stuff. I just shook it off, blaming it on my moodiness lately. But, well, I now know why I have felt the urge to cry for 3-4 hours now.... It finally happened. Everything has come crashing down. I can't say what. And I can't say what happened. I just can say that it hurts... a lot. I can't be mad, because it's impossible to be mad when the reasons are so clear, and when you know it wasn't intentional, and well, Something inside you just knows how wonderful they are. I'm sorry it had to happen this way. I know it's not my fault. Nor directly your fault. I'm sorry I had to dump everything on you when it happened. I wouldn't do it over if I could.