Well, Ben and I finally broke up. It was for the better, though I cannot honestly say that some part of me inside does not still have some kind of feelings for him. Because, chances are, I will for a long time, if not always. Things have been pretty damn messy after the break up... Well, not just messy, but we downright clash. It's sad in some ways, because what we had was really great, but, in other ways I think it's probably good that we just stay out of eachothers' lives for a while. I've grown a lot since then, and I've found myself being very happy again. I've figured a lot of things out about myself, and now I feel that I can be finally happy. If it's one thing I've learned from this experience... it's that I should be happy because it was good for a while, and I've learned a lot, but now, it's done and I can move on.