Well, a lot of things have happened. Some Good, some bad. The thing that happened in my previous entry fixed itself, then didn't, then did. It's all just been like a rollercoaster ride. The ups being the times I'm happiest, and the downs the opposite. I have so many things to say, but just not the words nor guts to say them. It's really hard. I mean, I have sortof made an attempt at letting them out, but it didn't really solve anything or get me anywhere, so I guess it was a bit pointless. Idk... it's just kindof hurting me lately, and I don't know what to do about it other than keep saying it and hope it changes. But that just gets old, and nobody wants to hear it too many times, especially if they aren't thinking the same thing. I just hate bringing it up now, because I feel like I'm making myself into a broken record, and just repeating over and over and over until nobody wants to hear it anymore.... Oh well, I guess it just happens. I dunno, as far as I can say at the moment, is enough shit has gone wrong lately, and stuff just has to start fucking getting better. It's been a year prettymuch.... since everything started slipping downhill.... whether people who are reading this realize it or not. It's happening. And whenever you think it might be looking up, something changes. It's just a fucking ride we're all on, nobody knows what's going to happen.