So, as things have been getting rockier and rockier... I ask myself "how many more fights will there be?" How much more can this relationship take without crumbling and falling apart into nothing.... maybe even a few steps back from before. Everything is becoming a huge conflict.... we can't even talk without it become a teenage cat-fight... I AM GETTING SO TIRED OF IT! I love Ben... more than anything... but.... I just... sometimes wonder how much more our relationship can take....